To all my friends and family here i am writing in my blog 
my birthday i turned 32 on May 12 2008 everything was planed by my beutiful wife and my 2 children they were going to make me a birthday suprise party , it was suposed to be beutiful and everyone was loking foward to giving me a beutiful birthday party. 
Well i failed once again , a day before my birthday i had a big fall and really hurt my self
really bad
when i fell i tought i was going to die maybe i should have...
My wife and kids loking at me on the floor and there i was in pain ... my wife tried to pick me up but she was so scared that i had broken something she lost all her strenght finally after a while she did it she put into my chair and took me to bed were she checked if i had broken anything fortunally i had no broken bones thank god...
That night i had no other pain other than the regular me and the wife tought it was all a scare well we tought wrong .
The next morning i opened my eyes and i couldnt move move at all i wa in severe pain all trough my body but mostly in my belly. I did not tell anyone i thought it would go away , when my wife came in the room she knew something was wrong but didn't say anything to me neither did i she is used to seing me like this so she tells me HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABY and i replyed thank you honey then my children said HAPPY BRITHDAY DADDY , i started to cry i was in extreme pain they knew that daddy was hurt.
My birthday was ruined , i couldn't get up , move or anything , so i had my birthday cake with my wife and kids in bed.
Today 19th of May 2008 i got up bed , im still in lots of pain and also swollen so im going to Hospital tomorrow.
This has been a bad week still i don't know if i have broken anything because i to stubern and scared to go into hospital. I have no choice i have to go i thought i would let you know also it is good for me to talk (write) about this i will keep you informed.
LOTS OF LOVE WITH ALL MY HEART TO EVER IS READING , MY WIFE , AND MY BEUTIFUL CHILDREN...